I often wonder what I will testify if I'm given the chance. It won't be on a mission where I'm called by a prophet. It will be in my service and my daily movement. This one sentence should put me at ease. To testify what is in my heart! What would that be? It would be that I'm a beloved daughter of Heavenly Father and Jesus Christ. They love me. They like me a lot! Jesus sacrificed his entire life for me! Does it get any better than that? I feel loved by Clyde when he does kind things for me (and he does them a lot); but can you imagine someone dedicating an entire life just for you? just for me? I stress because I'm getting tired and see myself covering less territory each day—doing less caring for others and more caring for my personal needs so I can be healthy enough to keep serving. Jesus never got to that point. ( hung in there (literally) to his very last breath and even then, He was setting an example of love and caring for others. Serious lessons here for all of us.
Yes, what is in my heart? My biggest desire is to please Him and to be worthy of His presence and my Heavenly Father's presence in my life and to return to their kingdom. Nothing else matters! So why do I get caught up in living? These are the flaws I need to fix. That's what is in my heart today.
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