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Thursday, April 16, 2026

Sometimes the path to the tree begins in the dark.

1 Nephi 8 - A lot is packed into this one chapter, commonly referred to as Lehi's dream. These are some of my thoughts and although they seem fragmented somewhat, they end at a solid place.

As I read about Lehi’s vision and compared it with Daniel’s experience, one thought kept coming back to me: Who is the “man” guiding them?

In Daniel, it feels a little clearer—this “man” seems to be the Savior, appearing before His mortal life. That same idea makes Lehi’s experience feel more personal to me. He wasn’t wandering alone. He was being led.

And yet… where was he led first?
A dark and dreary place.

I don’t have to wonder what that feels like. I’ve been there. There was a period in my life—years, actually—when I wandered. I prayed, sincerely, but didn’t really understand what I was asking for—or what the Lord was trying to teach me.

So why does the Lord allow that kind of experience? Why lead someone into darkness at all?

Today, my answer feels simple:
Because that’s where we learn to turn to Him.


Then comes the contrast.

Lehi sees the tree. The fruit is “most sweet”—desirable, joyful, deeply satisfying. And like any of us would, he immediately wants to share it with the people he loves.

That part resonates with me. When something is truly good—truly joyful—you don’t keep it to yourself.

But not everyone stays.

Some let go of the rod.
Some get lost in the mist.
Some are drawn to the great and spacious building.

And some… are ashamed and mock. This makes me sad


But there’s one group that stands out to me more than ever.

Those who make it to the tree and stay.

What did they do differently?

They fell down in gratitude.

That detail feels like a key. Not just arriving—but recognizing, humbly, Who brought them there.

I’ve thought about that a lot. Am I grateful enough? Do I pause long enough to acknowledge what the Lord has done for me?

Because the truth is, everything I have—every good thing—comes from Him.


And then there are those four simple, powerful words:

“We heeded them not.”

Despite the mocking.
Despite the pointing fingers.
They stayed.

I love that.


Lehi wanted his family at the tree.
I want mine there too.

And sometimes that’s the hardest part—watching people you love choose a different path. Wondering if they’ll return… and when.

But this is where my faith has to step in.

The Lord didn’t just provide a way for me—He provided a way for all of us. His plan includes every one of His children. I hold to the covenants I’ve made and trust that they matter more than I can currently see.

Maybe my role now isn’t to keep talking or persuading.

Maybe it’s to love.
To stay steady.
To trust that the Lord is working in ways I can’t yet see.


I think that’s where I’ve landed:

Hold to the rod.
Choose gratitude.
Ignore the noise.
And trust the Savior to do what I cannot.

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