Let’s see if I can capture the thoughts I had
when I read this earlier this morning.
Sometimes my scripture study time is not without interruption. Such was the case this morning. However, when I read 3 Nephi 24: 10-11, I
stopped in my tracks. We’re supposed to
liken the scriptures unto ourselves.
Right? Well, this time it hit me
in a totally different way.
The first time I remember hearing the phrase, “
. . . and pour you out a blessing that there shall not be room enough to
receive it”, was from my Dad when he gave me a father’s priesthood blessing for
the first time. I had been encouraged by
my missionary friends to ask for a blessing.
This was totally foreign in our family.
I had always thought priesthood blessings were for the sick and dying –
not healthy, confused and needy children.
What a novel idea! I pulled
myself together and decided to go to my parents’ home one night and tell them
of my journey. I was turning my life
around and I needed courage to do what lay ahead. I was in a miserable marriage and I wanted
out. I gave it a good try – nine years
of my life, and I wanted the life I saw my parents and siblings having. I was studying the scriptures, going to
church as best I could, and I hungered for more – a lot more. Well, my dad gave me a beautiful
blessing. My parents were happy for the
changes I was making and the direction I wanted to go. In that blessing, he said something to the
effect that if I continued on the path I was charting that the Lord would pour
out blessings that there would not be room enough to receive them. I will say that this phrase was
prophetic. I have been abundantly
blessed beyond measure. I am so very
grateful! I’m also grateful for this memory.
As I continued reading this morning, I stopped
again to ponder verse 11. Why have I
never noticed this before? “And I will
rebuke the devourer for your sakes (I’ve noticed this one), and he shall not
destroy the fruits of your ground . . .”
I have read it and noticed it, but always equated it to the fruits of my
labors – like a farmer would his fields.
What are the fruits of my labor?
What are the fruits of my ground?
My children! I have always had
the faith that eventually they will yearn for the warmth of the gospel in their
lives again. I don’t know what beckoned
me to return. It just felt like it was
time. The people in my life were
encouraging and it was just the right thing to do. I have total faith that my children and
grandchildren who have wandered off the covenant path will have a similar
experience. I always add this caveat, “If
not in this life, then in the next”. I know we have our agency, and that this is a
very important part of Heavenly Father’s plan.
But I also believe what we’ve been told about covenant children. Somehow, this is all going to work out. President Hinckley said that numerous
times. They may have to suffer, even as
Christ did (D&C 19:16-17), but they will somehow return.

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